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You broke my heart,
You never knew me, really.
Took me and cracked me.
And now there you are.
Penned in my tears,
Written in my blood.
Your red hair forever remembered,
Your amber eyes read by all.
The betrayal running deep.
You might read this someday.
You might tell your friends.
'Is that me?' You'll think.
But you'll never tell.
Because then they'll all know.
They'll know who you hurt.
And you'll regret it,
But it's too late.
Friend or enemy,
You've missed the due date.
You've been immortalized.
Goodbye, Goodbye.I don't know how to say goodbye,
So I won't say it now.
I'll let you believe we'll go on,
I'll let you think we're not drowning.
But in the end I have to.
I have to let you go, say farewell.
There's a thousand words to tell it,
But I can't find the perfect one.
The perfect one to say what I need.
How you've loved me well,
How you've held me close and helped me through.
How you've always been there.
How in the end, it's me, not you.
I'm not good for you, that's the truth.
God gave us a mind to think and heart to believe,
And you've fueled them both,
Given me a new life of love and thought.
But I'm holding you back, and I see it.
I've peaked and plateaued.
But you're ever-rising.
I don't know how to say goodbye,
But somehow I know I must say it now.
You have a future beyond me,
Beyond all I can ever give to you.
And so I release you from the burden of my spell.
You'll cry at first and you'll break,
But when something breaks it heals back stronger.
You'll find someone to match you,
Always be HereYou wanted to change yourself,
Why can't you just see?
You wanted to be different.
But look at all that you could be.
You tell me you're worthless,
I'd say priceless is the word.
You hate yourself entirely,
So this needs to be heard.
Rare is it to find someone pure,
Someone who will always care.
It's hard to find anyone out there,
Anyone who will always be there.
The cycle repeats every day,
You forget you're loved.
You think they're right,
When you get pushed and shoved.
But I'll always know the truth,
I'll know who you are.
How you're willing to hold me up,
Even when the distance is far.
Even when you're away,
You tell me you're my friend.
Even when I'm nasty or mean,
You know me, in the end.
So to you, dearest girl,
I let you say goodbye to fear.
Whenever you doubt yourself,
Just know I'll always be here.
Blood on my HandsBlood on my Hands
He made me do it,
He made it happen all over again.
I hate myself for this.
Please forgive me.
I killed you once,
Then back to life you came.
And now he's making me do this
I'm so sorry, love.
I'll be hellbound, I swear it.
No matter what you say,
It comes down to me,
I'm doing this, love. I'm sorry.
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A two-time Community Volunteer for the deviantART Related category, Anne is well-known as a positive, helpful force. She is the community's resident expert when it comes to CSS (Cascading Style Sheets), and her personal gallery offers a wide variety of tutorials for new and experienced coders alike. In addition, each winter she hosts a calendar project encouraging members to create Journal designs for all to use, bringing more creativity to the community.
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